A childhood full of signs
My life was strewed with signs coming from other dimensions and telepathic perceptions from other spaces and other times, a continuous and indescribable travel between past, present and future, and moments where I was been living everything simultaneously.
Very young, life taught me through some facts I will never forget: at 7 years old just before Christmas, I told everybody the funny story of a little girl to whom one asked what she would like for Christmas, and she was answering : « mumps ». Christmas in the morning, I woke up with mumps.
I remember an unexplainable experience that happened to me at 12 years old. I went out of the house without any logical reason to look at the sky, and immediately I entered into another state of consciousness as if for one moment I was part of something else. I had a vague feeling of my body in another reality and I was wondering where I was, in the Heaven or on Earth.
After this experience, my life has completely tipped over. Not only I went out of childhood but this year was the one of the Expo 67 in Canada where many countries came to build some original structures on Ste-Helene Island to represent their culture. I deeply remember the pyramid built by France in which I found myself in the middle of a 360e auditorium showing pictures and people…, not very far of the United States metal sphere and the coloured oriental costumes. I felt at home in this international energy.
An enviable social and emotional crossing
Then I got married, with a lot of material and financial responsibility, but still missing something else to be happy. So the spiritual experiences started. I was 20 years old when I went to my first yoga class. At the end of the class, I started breathing softly to relax every part of my body when suddenly I felt my body so light that I hardly felt it. There has been a presence inside me as subtle as the air I was breathing. I was not only a physical body and it was a very important revelation.
I then started to read a lot, searching intensively to understand what I had seen and who I was because it clearly appeared to me that I was not only a body. I repeated the experience every night to relax, seeking to travel in other dimensions: my nights were full of dreams and images emerging from past incarnations.
But the very strong and creative personality of my husband caught me in successful activities, although I was managing the purchase department of a big construction industry…on the way to success. In the same time I was responsible for 3 teenagers 11 to 13 years old that came to home with my husband after their mother died. The house was always full of people, everybody having a lot of fun.Travelling in the American most famous hotels, my life was exciting: luxury, champagne, flowers and gifts every week. Then I got pregnant after 16 lovely years – it reminds me that I was 9 years old the first time he invited me to the cinema.
Feeling responsible for this incoming being, the important questions came back: what do I know about life and what will I teach to my child? I changed my life, always trying to be with the teenagers, not drinking anymore, starting vegetarianism and courses. I started to have a lot of premonitions and visions for events occurring in the six months to come. In this atmosphere, I have given birth and quit my husband some months after the birth. For the first time, I started seeing life as suffering and loneliness, and 2 other babies came in spite of the fact I decided to keep living alone. My children were all what I had. I was tired with a lack of money, I was depressed, meditating every day, many times a day, trying to see the light in my heart to feel love again. Why should love quit me because the love one won’t be looking at me anymore, although he was always there waiting for my return?
Intense occult and spiritual experiences
Then, like my mother who was a teacher who never stopped learning with all her mysterious books and metaphysical classes, I started a programme of transpersonal development with JP Pageau, who had created the « Institute of transpersonal development of the human being ». Once more, I felt at home. I started a course made up of 12 levels of 12 classes in each level about personal development, physical purification, mastery of emotions, occult worlds, cosmic sciences, spirituality, etc. and thousands of books. It has been heaven-sent.
Once he took some students to listen to many recordings he had recorded 40 years ago with a medium under hypnosis in contact with an Indian master and his disciples who taught him. When I heard a woman voice, I told everybody: “I know her”, and I went to the immense bookcase, a whole wall of books I never touched before, I took a book without looking anything else, I opened the page where was her photo and showed her to everybody. After I had regular contacts with this spirit, and she once appeared almost tangible in my bedroom. I have worked with this man to prove the existence of spirits. And I finally took the charge of the edition of a monthly newsletter for the next 4 years, helping him in his researches and publishing his articles. Then he had retired giving me the list of one thousand students to help me in my project to selling books by correspondence.
And I have bought an immense house to create a community, one of the five unsuccessful attempts to create a community, and I translated a spiritual book. I have taken two years translating this book, denying the idea of mastering my emotions, till the day I finally understood. I have created a conference to share this truth and after the first one, many persons asked me to work regularly with me. The following week, I have created my first seminar based on 4 planes of the human being: physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. In fact, I had learnt yoga, respiration, concentration, physical purification, my emotions were evolving, bringing me closer to my soul, I had read a lot: « Life and Teaching of the Masters », « The Spirits Book », « The Urantia Book », etc., I was meditating and I had contacts with other dimensions of consciousness.
After teaching for 3 years in many cities, I opened my own centre « Oasis Santé » with a meditation room, a counsellor office, premises for the selling of natural products and I opened a real bookshop on the main street. I got the royalties for the publication of the translation I had done. Everything were perfect, I had finally succeed to create my life again.
I have had many contacts and experiences with other dimensions, although I didn’t know where it goes, and I started looking for a master who had experiment all these steps. It happened two months later, I was supposed to do a workshop and I asked the people to cancel so that I can go to a conference. I entered the auditorium and I felt the presence of a large ethereal ship, very nice energies, so that four days later I was studying this programme.
I have lost my usual points of reference, the invisible beings who accompanied me up until now was disappearing, but I felt the importance of this teaching and the accuracy of everything that happened to me. After studying one month the brochures, I read the Book I of the Unitary Science of the Intra-Universe, all the night because I couldn’t stop reading: there was a very important activity above my head, vessels, frameworks, were rebuilding my subtle bodies. The fact of learning this particular language and stydies in the same time they were occuring, was incredible. And that was only the beginning of an initiation progression that lasts for the last 20 years.